Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Here we go ...

Jon is in the big apple for the rest of the week. My conclusion after this night... pregnant ladies should not be left home alone to do all the work of 4 kids. I miss my hubby and the help he gives at night. I am tired and emotional.

Last night the girls had an all out sob session feeling their grief all over in their new ages and understanding. It was a heavy night. Tonight I am feeling the aftershocks of their grief on my own heart. They are my comfort and joy and at the same time they add layers to my grief because I grieve for their loss as well.

How many more days till my anchor comes home?

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

I wish I could come over with cookies and cuddles...but it's a long way from Australia....

I hope you slept well and woke up with a lighter heart.

Love always,

Jane

Anonymous said...

sorry to hear your having such a difficult time. being pregnant can bring its own challenges... i hope for a smoother ride the rest of the week. hopefullly jon will be home safe and sound sooner than you think. :)

e said...

Morgan's in NY until sunday too! that's a coincidence.

Maybe we need another ichat, this time with a big bowl of ice cream?

love you love you love you. and all your girlies too.
hugs from aunt buff.

e said...

I should say. love mr. noble too!!!!!!!

Rach said...

Sending prayers for extra strength.

HUGS

cynphil6 said...

One thing I love about you, is that even though you are in the middle of a struggle, you express gratitude. You love your kids, and your husband. You are GRATEFUL for them. You are an example to many!
xoxo